How Bout Today

Praying hard on bended knee
Stretching out to eternity
Shielding eyes from misty rain
Looking up and out again

Dreaming of the day to be
24/7 destiny
Working for the one above
Giving all to the one you love

Hiding from the jealous pain
At the station and missed the train
Waving bye to what should have been
Hand to fist and eyes of sin

Happy for the one who has
Angry at the one who has
Running from the inner feeling
Never changing season to season

Searching for the open door
Banging loudly, bang some more
Hear me screaming to the air
Wondering if you really care

Selfishness, it keeps me warm
Burning heart in thunder storm
Trying madly to break free
From the chains that’s binding me

Praying, praying and pray again
Begging, begging, beg again
Hands are sore
Can’t bang no more

Waiting for the train to stop
Standing at the loading dock
Someday soon I hope and pray
Ticket master, how bout today?